What a wonderful year!

Merry Christmas for next week, I hope Santa is good to you. :)

I also hope that you've had an amazing year as I have had.

This has been my second year with Owen, it has been brilliant! We have had ups and downs and really great times, I would spend every waking second with him if I could. But what are my highlights of the year?

-Getting to stay at one another's houses.

-Recovery from a difficult depression, thank you for helping me through it Owen.

-Our first first valentines day together.

-One year Anniversary

-The end of school forever

-Passing all my Exams

-Our holiday to the lake district

-Buying Jermaine the monkey

-Our holidays in my house

-A summer holiday spent solely with Owen

-Owen's cousin's wedding, I got to meet his family, they were lovely!

-Bill Bailey

-Owen's Birthday (He's Old)

-Starting college together

-Beating Owen at bowling almost every week.

-Our Wednesdays

-Green day

-My birthday

-Dressing up as wonder woman and Dr house, a power couple for the 21st century

-Sparklers on Guy Fawkes

-Putting a Christmas tree up together

-Nick and Norah's infinite playlists

-Meeting Roslyn at the pizzeria and being shocked at how a slice of cake costs more than a toastie

-Playing Call Of Duty with Owen and actually getting him when he was playing normally

-The notebook event and subsequent tears

-Flat-hunting with Owen

-Getting offers from university

-Owen eating Chicken for the first time! I'm so so so proud of you.

-Pretending to be a fish at work on a Saturday when it's very slow.

-The death of my trampoline

-Planning out Sophie and Daniel's life

-Our bubble in agnew park

-Our love growing stronger and stronger, realising that we could never be apart.

This year has meant so much to me, I now know that I have a purpose in life and that is to love and to be with Owen, making his day each and everyone we spend together.

Thank you for everything Owen, you have saved e and loved me and made me cry with laughter, I know that we have a bad day once a year, but that doesn't bother me, I know that I love you and I want to spend next year with you and each year after that.

Next year is the real start to our life! :)

Our adventure!

Once upon at time there was a boy and a girl.
And they travelled to the kingdom of Ayr on the Green Dragon. They took a mysterious path, over a bridge, which thankfully didn't have a troll underneath. It was perilous to behold, but their love kept them strong.
When they reached the end, they discovered that they needed to travel underneath the perilous bridge.
The ran, underneath the drooling of the bridge goblins and reached the other side.
The boy and the girl kissed because they had reached the wizard's castle, who were to teach them many things.
They lived happily ever after.

The End.

Smiling in the winter sun.

It's been forever since I've blogged, not since the start of college! :)

So things are getting hectic and slow at the same time, it feels weird! The assessments are in a month and I'm hoping I will do well. considering there's no mark. It's just a pass or a fail.
It's also Ucas time at the college and I've come to a decision, not to make a decision.
I'm applying for: Floristry, Patisserie and sociology and I'm finding it hard to choose between the first two. Sociology is my fall back!
Things are going really well with me and Owen, it's soon going to be 2 years we've been together, it's amazing and beautiful and I can't wait to spend my life with him.
On the other hand, things are slow in terms of the train, my classes end at 1, the train being at half 12. I then have to wait till half four, and now the train is getting moved to half five, so I will get home 6 hours after I've actually finished.

Things in my life are extraordinary right now, I am so in love with Owen and we are becoming more and more connected by the day. He has a man crush on Dr Cox by the way.
But I feel like I've really grown up lately, I've had to go through some hard times at college so far but I'm coping because I know there's that boy who's going to be waiting at the station for me.

I'm feeling really happy lately, I love spending wednesdays in Ayr with Owen. And it's the winter, I'm happy, I can't wait for Christmas.
Owen really helped me through a lot this year and I'm so thankful for everything he's done. I intend on spending the rest of my life re-paying him.
Thank you! (:
I am able to smile properly again, I have that dimple back again, you made me smile.

Anyways, I hope I'm able to see you guys reading this soon. I should have christmas dinner party or something! I'll e-mail you about it soon. :D

Why hello there! :)

It's been a while since I've blogged, not much really to say.
College has been good, it was difficult at first but I'm getting into the routine of strange ways of teaching. I also quite enjoy having all this free time, I get to read books all the time, I've read 6 books this week, and not short books at that!
I've only made one or two friends (More acquaintances than anything else) at college, it gets a little lonely at times but I always have my Owen to depend on.

I love spending time with him even more, well it's because our time is limited and I love every single second we are together. He's so strong and protective, loving and kind, he's everything to me and I just want to let him know that.
I'm madly in love with him! I know that we will always be together, it's just meant to be. I know he's missing me lots today, but it's always worth it to see his face beam with his love and affection and mines for him. (:

I'll stop gushing for the moment, because Kieran wants on the computer and it's his birthday so I have to be nice. :P

*Hugs*

College starts tomorrow and I'm dreading it a bit...
It's been four months of seeing Owen 24/7 and now I've got to get used to the 2-3 hours a day.
Also Owen's only going to be in college on one of the days I'm there, I'm not a happy bunny.
I'm also really really shy with new people, I had to get Owen to make me some friends, which was really helpful. It's supposed to be a good thing to get some independence but I like being dependent, it means you get lots of cuddles. I don't like change, I am quite happy with the way it is. But I was happy to get out of school, it really helped me.

Anyway, things have been great this summer, I've had a lovely time. really getting excited about next year and out possible flat together, yay!
I miss seeing my friends, it's been odd without them, but we will see each other again and if we don't it's because I don't like you... Hahaha, only joking. :)

I keep getting asked what I want for my birthday and this is what I'd like;
-A slow cooker
-The Hairy bikers cookbook
-The good grannies cookbook
I like to cook, okay?

House tonight, it's going to be a really good one! I can't wait to see my Owen again.

:)

Follow the link!

So this is my uber-cool cake and baking blog, called McCluskey's Macaroons. (: Hope you enjoy!

http://mccluskeymacaroons.blogspot.com/

Stole from Jemma, who stole from Stephen.

1) Are you really ready for 111 questions?
Yar.

2) Was your last real relationship a mistake?
It wasn't really a real one, but I have to say a BIG resounding "Yes." I hope he gets married and his wife hates him and cheats on him. HAH!

4) Who did you last say “I Love you” to?
Owen, of course.

5) Do you regret it?
I never will.

6) Have you ever been depressed?
Yes.

7) Are you a boy or girl?
Girly.

9) What is your relationship status?
I has an Owen.

10) How do you want to die?
When I'm 69, when the robots take over the world.

11) What did you last eat?
Pringles.

12) Played any sports?
Swingball soon.

13) Do you bite your nails ?
Nope, used to when I was <10.

14) When was your last physical fight?
Never had one.

15) Do you have an attitude?
Not really, I have a happy disposition.

16) Do you like someone?
In what way? Friendly way? Then yes, I miss my friends.

17) What is your real name?
Hannah Kate McCluskey

19) Are you gonna get high later?
No, this answer will never be a yes.

20) Do you hate anyone at the moment?
I could name a certain slag and a certain hat-wearing slime ball, but I prefer to be discrete. XD

21) Do you miss someone?
Yes.

22) Twirl or cut your spaghetti?
Swirly-twizzles!

23) Do you tan a lot?
*Shows arms* Not really, still pale.

24) Have any pets?
A rabbit and a fish.

25) How exactly are you feeling?
Happy, excited, summery.

26) Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving?
McDonalds, occasionally.

27) Ever made out in the bathroom?
*Grins*

28) Would you take any of your exes back?
No, why would I want to?

29) Are you scared of spiders?
Yes, they must die! *Pretends to be Thor the thunder-god*

30) Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
See The Beatles, Hug Owen when he was in 5th year, Go to see Hendrix.

31) Do you regret anything from your past?
Yes.

32) What are your plans for this weekend?
Work on Saturday, see family on Sunday and pack for Holiday.

33) Do you want to have kids?
Yar.

34) Did you ever kiss someone whose name starts with an A?
Erm...No.

35) Do you type fast?
Kinda.

36) Do you have piercings?
Ears.

37) Want any more?
Not anymore.

38) Can you spell well?
I'm good with long words, rubbish at short words.

39) Do you miss anyone from your past?
My fish, Nemo.

40) What are you craving right now?
Nothing.

41) Ever been to a bonfire party?Yup, it was fun.

43) Have you ever been on a horse?
No, I hate horses.

44) Kissed someone in a pick up truck?
I don't even know anyone with a truck?

45) Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
Not sure, if I have, I didn't mean it... Unless I did.

46) Have you ever been cheated on?
Yes, in primary school. How pathetic.

47) Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
With laughter, or with a lovely letter that I sent him. Happy Tears.

49) Would you live with someone without marrying them?
Yes, we will be soon.

50) What should you be doing?
Dancing.

51) What’s irritating you right now?
My arm is itchy.

52) Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts?
Yup.

53) Does somebody love you?
Owen does! As does Solomon.

54) What is your favorite colour ?
Black.

55) Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
Don't think so.

57) Do you have trust issues?
Only with my shoulders.

60. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
Yes, they are lovely.

62) Do you still think about your last crush?
I named him Chicken on a Stick and we acted silly because we thought that the other hated each other, when we really really really liked one another.

63) Who was the last person you cried in front of?
Owen.

64) Do you give out second chances too easily?
Never had to give away a first. But I'm pretty forgiving.

65) Is it easier to forgive or forget?
Forgive.

66) Is this year the best year of your life?
Yup, every year with Owen is the best!

67) What was your child hood nickname?
Hannah-Banana

68) Have you ever walked outside completely naked?
No.

70) Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
Yes, Locke told me, as did Owen.

71) What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
Felt the rain out the window.

73) What is bothering you?
My shoulder is tense.

74) Have you ever been out of your province?
Yarp.

75) Do you play the Wii?
Not very often.

76) Are you listening to music right now?
No, tampax advert that my brother is watching?

77) Do you like Chinese food?
I used to, makes me a little ill now.

78) Do you know your fathers b-day?
Yes.

79) Are you afraid of the dark?
It's fun.

80) Is cheating ever okay?
No, I would never do it.

81) Are you mean?
In my head I am.

82) Can you keep white shoes clean?
I don't have any, so no.

84) Do you believe in true love?
Yes. :D

88) Do you like the outside?
I love it!

89) Are you currently bored?
A bit.

90) Do you wanna get married?
Yup, Yes, Definatley.

91) Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?
Only when it's Owen. I can't stand "Babe" unless it's Bethan.

92) Are you hungry?
Not really.

93) Have you ever made out for more than a half hour straight?
Probably!

94) What makes you happy?
Owen, Clouds, Jam, Owen, Friends, Sunshine, Buffy the Vampire Slayer.

95) Would you change your name?
No, quite like it now. I mean, who doesn't love hannaH?

96) Ever been to Alaska?
Narp.

98) Do you watch the news?
I like the border news.

99) What’ s your zodiac sign?
Libra.

100) Do you like Subway?
It smells weird.

101) Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?
Considering he's not here. Yes.

102) Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
He's my boyfriend anyways.

103) Do you talk like your friends?
Jemma and I have an amusing foreign accent we talk in.

105) Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them?
Oui.

106) Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?
Yus.

107) who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?
Kieran.

108) Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?
Yes, me no likey smoking.

109) Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
Owen.

110) Favourite lyrics right now?
"You're so Jaded, and I'm the one that Jaded you"

111) Can you count to one million?
It's okay but I get muddled up.






I miss all my friends, we still need to have the viking party. Lets have it soon?